Insomnia!

Okay, I hereby, confess that I bought a new phone to replace my damaged-beyond-repair 3 year old Sony Ericsson W850i on Sunday, 28th March 2010. I, however do not wish to disclose how much does the phone cost me as a precaution step not to be "lectured" by my fiancé as well as to prevent me from being guilty hahahahaaaaa *yeah, I cheated kwang kwang kwanggggg*.

Anywayyyyy, (tanpa rasa bersalah langsung hahahahaa keji kannnn) while making our way back and pushing our way through the crowd in Low Yatt Plaza, I heard this up beat pop song. Then Akmal told me the title is Insomnia and the one that we heard was better version from the actual version sang by Craig David (and the video clip was kind of cool but it nearly made my eyes crossed. Nasib baik tak jadi Fatimah Juling). Insomnia sang by Wheesung is more funky but not much difference. However I already set the song to be my ringtone. Muahahahahah~ *evil laugh all the way plus a little bit of guilt there*

Korang dengarla sendiri ye! :)


p/s : Owhhhh helllll...!!! My 3 year-old Swatch is BROKEN!!! Whyyyyy~???!!! Baru je habis duit! Benciiiiii~!!!

Hari Ini Saya Berkebaya Biru

Tiap-tiap kali pakai kebaya biru tuquoise ni mesti teringat kejadian kat rumah Awah tu (sila rujuk post pertama saya ye). Kenangan betul. Baju ni dah lama tapi sebab potongannya longgar (size S ke macam ni? Musykilnya saya!), maka saya masih lagi buat berkebaya biru ni. Eh, ni satu-satunya kebaya biru saya kot? Yang lain semua kaler hitam, pink, off-white, merah etc. Takde kaler biru. Hehehe...owh, maybe la sebab saya banyak baju kurung kaler biru suatu ketika dahulu. Yela sekarang asyik pakai baju kurung Pahang, baju kurung moden, jarang pakai baju kurung biasa :P

Owh, pendapat korang pasal baju kebaya? Or, pasal baju kurung ke, baju-baju kebangsaan orang perempuan lah senang cerita. Teringat my friend Munira cakap, dia pernah terbaca satu article ke blog ntah pasal how sweet and poise when a lady wears baju kurung etc. Lepas tu Munira agak author article tu mestila seorang lelaki. Hehhehehee...ada tak baju yang tercipta kat dunia ni yang orang lelaki rasa tak perlu ada punnnnn takde hal punya lah! Tak kira la baju pape pun. Hehehehe... Bukan Lady Gaga tau! Dia tu memang out of place dah...Eh, ke, out of this world? :P

Owh, ada pernah tengok satu dress yang Rozita Che Wan pakai. The gown was OK, but why reveal the knees and wore a veil to cover the face? That was like a huge OMG stamped on her forehead. All single mothers artistes in Malaysia seemed to be desperately showing off "what they got". Sebab tu la the stigma on the status single mother or divorcée is very crude. Yela, tengokla pembawaan masing-masing, Habis orang lain kena tempias! Eh, my aunty is a divorcée jugak tau. But she's really nice. She hasn't lost her much-ness hehehe... (quoting Johnny Depp - Mad Hatter)

Tepuk dada tanya selera ;)

Gambar Rozita Che Wan

Berhoyeah-Hoyeah

Perkataan "berhoyeah-hoyeah" telah secara rasminya menjadi ayat yang digunapakai geng-geng saya bila tiba acara "berjimba" atau "jingle bell" atau "meronggeng" (bagi sesetangah orang). Bukan apa, tiap kali gembira/setuju akan sebut "hoyeahhhhh!!!" (comel tak? Wahahahaa...)

The usual bunch would consist of : Akmal, Nadia@Ned, Hasina@Kak Ina, Azrin, Nazri@Cindy and of course, me. Last year, pergi berhoyeah-hoyeah ke KK, sangat best! Semua orang adalah sangat sengal dan paling tak boleh tahan ialah mamat Cindy sebab dia suka camwhore dan halang muka semua orang. Benci! Hohohohoo... Tapi sekarang Kak Ina and Ned dah malas nak ajak Cindy sebab dia ada je alasan. Repair kasut la, basuh baju la...Habisla Cindy lepas ni. Hahahaaaa~ *gelak evil*

Last night we watched Alice in Wonderland directed by Tim Burton. I always love Tim Burton's twist because he has this horror-flick with unexpected storyline. Just like The Corpse Bride and The Nightmare Before Christmas. But, too much of a fan of Tim Burton, you'll start to predict the story's ending. Surely aku tengok agak tak logik la kan Alice tu slay the dragon-like Jabberwocky. Hmmm...

Malas nak buat review. Korang tengokla sendiri =P

MARAH >:(

Lately, aku senang betul marah. Over small things. Orang lambat buat keputusan, lambat bagitau ke, lambat segala2 mcm jenis lambat or apa-apa jela yang boleh buat aku rasa jengkel. Even ada orang tu manja terlebih punnn aku boleh rasa serabut. I am easily annoyed these days. Somehow, aku tertanya-tanya jugak smapai bila orang sanggup tahan aku being bossy, marah-marah etc. Tekanan kerja memang membebankan. Kadang-kadang macam tak logik je nak marah tak pasal-pasal. Benci la perasaan macam ni!

Eh, tapi kan, dengan orang-orang lain takde pulak aku ni hangin tak pasal-pasal. Dengan sorang tu je. Erkkkk....Apakah???

Sejarah Peradaban Manu...Eh? Sejarah Apa ni??? Part 2

In 2007, I left my post as Assistant Architect (then worked with J. Walter Thompson for 2 months) and joined the government service in August. From there, I met some of my best friends (latest bunch hehe) and one of them is Akmal. Unexpectedly, we grow closer after Ramadhan 2007. I have forgotten Rezal for quite some time because I hadn't heard from him after that. How to describe Akmal? Hahahahaaa...perasan chomel!

This is Akmal. Tak termasuk perut dia. Muahahahaaa~

(Mamal, aku curik dari FB ko. Sekian)

Okay back to the main story. Although there are too many people involved in my life, including psychopaths, stalker, over-protective type yada yada...(I'll tell about the year 2008 later ok) ONE DAY out of nowhere in August 2009, there was this guy added me on YM. And guess who is he? Yep. Rezalman. Immediately I messaged Amer "Mu suruh Mang add aku ye?" (somehow I can't recall what exactly I sent but sounded some-what like this). Obviously he did. Not long after that, we started texting each other. Depends, he would call me sometimes (as far as I remember, I never called him. Only SMS hahahahaa). During Eidul Fitr in September 2009, he came to my grandma's house in Hiliran, alone. I did ask him to bring Amer along but I forgot why Amer couldn't come (you'd better explain ye Amer. Ke mu berpakat dengan pokcik tu?). One thing that dwell upon mu thoughts "Berani sangat datang sorang-sorang nih". At that time, my relatives were there. Pak Acan (as usual) started asking (more to interrogating) him etc. I was very casual and asked him whatever popped in my mind, just to make sure he didn't feel awkward (yela, dahla kena soal siasat dengan Pak Acan). So that day passed. I had the feeling something was going on.

Not thinking much, I just brushed off that thought for a while. Much to my surprise, there was another guy, my officemate asked whether he could bring his family to meet my parents and it shocked me. I wasn't expecting at all that this could be complicated. While deciding (and performing istikharah), I secretly asked Amer whether that friend of his has the same intention and told Amer about the officemate. Amer said it's up to me but he could ask that mamat about that. It was really complicated! Having that officemate calling me (yeah, he was super nice, and he still is), he brought me breakfast, sometimes lunch, even dropped by to hand me biscuits whenever I complained I was darn hungry (tak sempat makan, too busy). Apart from that, Rezal is in Kemaman and we seldom meet. I was falling for my officemate (secretly) although I kept on with my straight face/poker face. Other officemates kept on teasing about my officemate and I. It's a tug-and-war game. I felt sick every time thinking about it.

Both of them never met my parents. And what I did was, I asked both of them to meet my parents. One of them got chickened out because he thought that it wan't time yet to meet the parents and the other guy already told his family about meeting my parents. That status had been dangling for quite some time until I showed their photos (yeah, dalam FB la...mana lagi...) to my mom and it was THAT MOMENT when my mom said something and it was like a loud PANG! to me. I know by that time, my prayers have been answered and I have decided. Although I know this was pretty fast for me, but I know Allah has better plans for me ;)

I was single, but that was until October 2009. I kept things under cover because I wasn't sure myself. Ha, ada satu perkara yang buat aku agak hangin sebab Amer duk push-push suruh kawin terus (Ces, mu ingat ni macam kawinkan pokok pisang ke? Bagi RM5 ribu sorang sikit kalo nak tengok aku kawin masa tu jugak). Eh, baru saya perasan saya tak bagitau nama penuh Encik Tunang hehehehehee...

Ni Mohd Rezalman bin Jaafar. Sebelah tu Elyes (specky) yang depan macho tu Encik Taib.

Gambar dulu-dulu before dia mengembang macam kat bawah:

Taken on 13th March 2010. Sila jogging hari-hari ye!

Dia pemalu. The total opposite of Nihayah. Apa yang saya buat memang dia tak buat la senang cerita. Pendek kata, saya budak nakal, dia budak terover baik. Bukan baik je tau. Siap ada over lagi tuuuu hahahahaa~ Dalam ramai-ramai kawan-kawan dia tu, semua orang tau memang dia bawak kereta teroverrrr sopan. Kadang-kadang macam give up je kalau berjalan dengan dia. Baik tido je before sampai ke tempat yang dituju. Wahahahahhaahaa~

Perlu ke sambung lagi?

Sejarah Peradaban Manu...Eh? Sejarah Apa ni??? Part 1

Ooookayyyyy...my first post was about my engagement. But to whom??? FYI, saya tak pernah sekelas, satu sekolah, satu universiti mahupun satu tempat kerja dengan mamat tu. Line kami memang tak parallel ok? I'm kind of annoyed because a lot people asked where did I meet him. Nak je aku cakap "Jatuh dari langit. Sedar-sedar je dah timpa kereta saya. Tu yang ugut suruh dia kawin dengan saya so that boleh bayar ganti rugi kemekkan kereta saya ituuuuu..." Aci? Hehehehee...

Ehem...should I mention a few years aback? Maybe I should start the story with a friend and also an ex-schoolmate of mine : Amer Abu Bakar (excuse me, nama dia bukan Amer bin Abu Bakar ye, dia bin Abdullah :D). He was the one who introduced us - menggunakan taktik keji. THAT WAS FOUR YEARS AGO. Ada ke patut dia suruh mamat tu pick up aku ni kat rumah? Tu pun nak cover pegi rumah awek dia kat Tok Jembal tu (sekarang dah jadi tunang dengan Cik Awah kita tu). Aku macam serba salah je - nak pegi ke tak. Yela, tak kenal langsung beb! Mamat ni pun (yang lepastu aku baru tau nama dia Rezalman haha...ampun ye awak) selamba redah je ikut cakap kawan dia tu pegi pick up aku. I still remember what I wore that day : turquoise baju kebaya.

Ni la Amer. Jangan tertipu dengan kopiah dia tu. Hahahhaa...

(Amer, aku curik gambar ni dari FB mu :D)

Fine, I agreed (walaupun aku tau taktik Amer tu memang boleh expect sebab dia sengih kambing je lepastu. Hampes. Nasib mu memang baik ye Amer) and he picked me up from my grandma's house in Hiliran (macam mana la dia boleh percayakan aku whom he just met for the first time. Yela, kot-kotla aku ni perompak ke, Geng Mamak ke kan?). Sumpah aku geram yang amat dengan Amer time tu macam nak je aku sekeh-sekeh kat situ. TETAPI, memandangkan dah ada kat rumah Awah, terpaksala aku meng-cover dengan penuh sopan walaupun aku jegil-jegilkan bijik mata aku ni banyak kali kat Amer dan Amer pun sah-sahla nampak sebab dia gelakkan aku lepastu! Takpe Amer...mujur la something good happened after a few years hoho...

The memory about how we met was a bit fuzzy because I wasn't impressed at all that time. Yes, at that moment, all that I could describe him is - SKEMA YANG AMAT. Bawak kereta slow Ya Rabbi! Aku sampai kena fikir topics to start a conversation (which is awkward because I AM a very chatty person). It felt like forever to reach Awah's place. Owh lupa, masa tu Ramadhan kalau tak silap (that year I went for my pilgrimage).We did contact each other after that, but then everything went quiet. By that time, I was already working with a private architect company in Bandar Kinrara back in November 2006. So since I was very busy, I could not care less about him. The last thing I remember, he was working in Penang.

So, within these few years...I fell in and out of love (kot...ke aku ni takde perasaan ha?). I got tired with all these crappy emotional-bound thingy so I was kind of go with the flow ('giving up' is such a strong word. I might choose the word 'taking a rest from'). Until one day...jeng jeng jeng...

To be continued...

Yeah, You Can Call Me Out-Dated Huhuhu..

Lepas beberapa lama kewujudan blog ini, akhirnyaaaa...aku pun tergerakla nak menulis. Mana taknya, selama ni duk belasah kat Facebook je kan :P

Anyway, I just got engaged recently on 13th March 2010. None to my surprise, many of my colleagues were curious to whom I'm engaged to. I have posted my engagement pictures on FB so I'm kind of lazy to upload again hahahahaaa...If you guys want to take a peek of him, view the album "En Route - 13th March 2010".

I thought that the feeling being engaged to someone would feel different. I can't tell exactly how I feel except the fact that I'm seriously nervous! Although I seldom meet him or go out on a date - the two of us (besides there were three of us him, my sister and I-okay, that MAY BE a date), lately I often call him on the phone, same goes to him. Awkward? Maybe.

It reminds me of what Akmal told me the other day "Aku tau ko and Rezal bukan bercinta. But you have spark for him". True indeed. Anyway, me myself is the total opposite of my fiancé. Well, he's the youngest son (number 9 out of 10 to be exact), whilst I'm the eldest. You guys can figure out how the picture looks then hahaha...Yes, I am very the garang type :P

For the last 3 weeks prior to my engagement, I was really busy with the preparation. I couldn't stay focused in the office because I kept on thinking on things to get done with. Anyway, these are the things that I got for the hantaran from him:

1. Diamond ring

2. Kain batik

3. Sirih junjung

4. 2-tiered cake (cheese cake and chocolate cake)

5. Traditional cakes

6. Chocolate - Ferrero Rocher (I wanted Godiva but there's no way to find them in KT haha)

7. Cloth for baju kurung + matching hijab

8. Fruits basket

9. Small packagings consist of sugar, rice grains, ginger (basic cooking ingredients - old beliefs as a symbol of good wife)

My hantaran to him:

1. Fondant mini cakes (thanks to my best friend Nazz)

2. Potpouri

3. Chocolate

4. Sarawak batik cake

5. Cloth for baju melayu + studs for the baju melayu

6. Fruits basket

7. Bodyshop toiletries

Yeah, I know that my side is supposed to give extra two the the guy's side but I already told him that the maximum hantaran that I would give to him is 7. Since he does not mind giving more, so I said ok. We have both agreed on the items (although I was quite anxious of people's perception at first).

Ok, I'll upload the pictures whenever I'm free ;)