3rd Anniversary!!

Alhamdulillah. Dah 3 tahun. Walaupun rasa macam dah lama je kawin hahaahahaha~

There are ups and downs for sure. Lagi-lagi tengah hormonal ni. Sometimes it takes others to make you realise how precious your spouse is. Yelahhhh tengah marah memang semua tak kena je di mata kita ni, ye tak? Listening to one of my friends' story on her marriage makes me being thankful for having a husband who helps around the house, doing choresa nd takes care of Amna. I am counting my blessings.

Some people are being showered with gifts, fancy restaurant dinners, expensive getaways etc. Memanglah seronok tengok orang tu every year pergi overseas anak-beranak. Rezeki masing-masing. Mak selalu pesan (mak tau her daughter is someone who wants everything according to her way huhu), kalau kita dah terbiasa hidup mewah, jangan paksa suami untuk provide itu ini di luar kemampuan dia. Rasanya mak patut nasihatkan anak-anak lelaki mak jugak supaya berbelanja ikut kemampuan. Rasanya setakat ni takdela nak mintak bukan-bukan except my husband promised me that he will buy me Medela Freestyle muahahahahahaha~

My husband dah sibuk hantar baju-baju Amna yang lama to the laundry shop untuk baby A (owhhh gender tak tau lagi haha). Stroller siap terpasang dalam rumah (macam kelakar pun ada hehe). Since Amna has become nocturnal lately, pukul 3-4 pagi my husband akan bawak keluar mattress to the living room and layan Amna tengok Upin Ipin sampai tertidur. Most of the time Amna akan lapar, mintak nak makan. So ayahnya yang melayan. Ibu sibuk layan mengantuk dan lenguh pinggang heheheheh...

Owh, this morning. Amna tak tidur and I woke up realising that she was trying to feed me with her biscuits! Sempat jugak I wished my husband "Abang, happy third anniversary". Memandangkan tak mengharap apa-apa sambutan (belum gaji hahahha), we'll just have a good time together. Too bad takde camera. Kalau tak, mesti dah snap pictures and post them in Instagram hahahahaha *camwhore mode on*.

I know marriage won't be perfect. Kadang-kadang terasa banyak downs rather than the ups. I am most of the time being selfish, but hey, 3 years of marriage, and I am still learning. Dulu-dulu masa bujang boleh pergi fancy restaurants every weekend with friends but now I have to think about future expenditure - children, house, car, expenses, balik kampung etc. Most of the time I spend more on the food (ok, I never limit my expenses on food).

Terima kasih abang sebab bersabar. Tahun depan anak dua lagi kena banyak bersabar kan kan kannnnnn :P

*sambung buat assignment*