I had a nerve breakdown yesterday. I cried. Sakit hati. Bengang. Sedih. Jiwa kacau. Semua ada.
Imagine selama ni kita ingat assignment dah hantar rupanya tak hantar pun??? Mula-mula janji nak hantar Monday lepas exam. Lepastu janji nak hantar lepas Christmas. Check punya check, TAK HANTAR PUN. Lepastu apa pun takde perubahan mahupun pertambahan. Kita ni siap buat assignment masa bercuti pegi China haritu sebab nak make sure everything siap on time. Rupanya NAY.
Imagine, kalau saya ni pregnant, bekerja, kena jaga anak and at the same time sambung study (sampai terabai hal-hal rumahtangga huhu) boleh siapkan assignment, jawab forum online etc. TAPI yang dia tu single takde tanggungan, yuran pengajian pun orang bayarkan, dah consIder nak quit study. Tak rasa macam nak mengamuk ke kita ni? Kot ye adalah masalah dalaman pun bawakla berbincang ke, maklum awal-awal ke tak boleh siapkan assignment ni last minute (after passed due date - 2 weeks after) baru nak bagitau GROUP ASSIGNMENT TAK SIAP AND NAK QUIT STUDIES?
Amna sampai siap pujuk Ibu sebab tengok Ibu menangis teruk sangat. Tak boleh nak explain masa baca SMS. Hari ni terima soft copy assignment - satu hapa pun tak berubah. Macam mana buat 3 minggu lepas, progress dia takde. Lepastu ada hati suruh hantar part yang saya dah buat je. Berani pulak suruh kita ni hantar benda separuh siap. Kita ni punya lah tak nak ganggu dia dengan harapan dia boleh focus siapkan assignment. Ternyata sia-sia je bersangka baik. Call dah 2 minggu tak angkat. SMS boleh reply. Orang kalau dah bersalah macam tu la. Nak je tanya KAU NI DAH KENAPA???
Umur tak melambangkan kematangan seseorang dalam menjalani hidup (saya pun macam tu) tapi please lah consider orang lain yang bersusah payah sambung study pakai duit sendiri ni. Bukan suruh dia bayarkan pun. Suruh dia study elok-elok je. Sedih tau tak.
*pulun siapkan assignment sorang-sorang*
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been there, which cost me a paper to repeat, huuhuh... dah xleh concentrate study sbb dah dekat sgt dgn final (paper tu). very frustrated, 1st semester dah repeat... tp org camtu sadin je sampai abes study... kita ni la kena byk sabar & belajar dr kesilapan...
i know u can do it sista... all the best!
ada org mmg tatau rasa tanggungjawab... :(
lagi sedih kak zila kalau yang buat kat kita tu ada pertalian darah. yuran pun kita bayarkan. assignment pun kita tolong semaksima dah. siap tolong mana2 online forum yang boleh jawab tu saya jawabkan. nak tolong punya pasal kan.
last2 tuan empunya badan yang tak nak tolong diri sendiri. kan hampeh tu. kalau takde pertalian saudara mungkin kita boleh je anggap takde kena mengena tapi ni? warghhhhhhhhhh
sakit hati kan.
when i was in my first year, kena buat group assignment and ada one british girl joined us. siap bagi contact details, phone, email semua. so kalau ada discussion, boleh join and can contribute.
berapa kali ajak discussion, takde respons. email, sms, call pun tak jwb and return. taktau sama ada dia dpt email suruh buat part dia so last-last kitaorang tanak amik risk, we did her part too.
then masa anta assignment, kitaorang tak include nama dia. tetiba dia muncul cari kitaorang. and i dengan selamba told her, sorry, you are no longer wif us. we tried contacting you, but to no avail. you had never joined us for discussions and it isn't fair to those who put so much efforts in this assignment. so as a group, we decided, you are not part of us anymore. go find some other groups.
sorryla, i don't want to waste gomen money and repeat another sem.
so skang niha kena buat balik ke mcm mana? deadline dah lepas ke?
kak mala : deadline dah lepas!!! 22nd dec to be exact! I expected the assignment to be done at least before christmas (because she said by tuesday dah boleh hantar). I did my part and she said she'll take a look at it (because she took library science and all those terms are related, while i'm just a layman here). i had to explain to the lecturer that she's gone MIA and my health condition. and my husband already submitted the assignment yesterday on my behalf because his office dekat je dengan faculty tu. stress sampai tahan sakit badan --- i need a massage!
same goes to group assignment before this. i submitted my part to one of the group members to be compiled, last2 what i could see was, my part diorang ambik bulat2, meaning well hey, i did like 10 pages okeh (in china!). siap ada diagram bagai semua. diorang mengarang pakai group member punya previous practical report AS IT IS.
semua orang pun busy, semua pun kerja but I am the only one who has a kid and being pregnant some more!
lepas ni kalau nak carik group partner, i'd rather be in a group with fellow mothers - sebab diorang sempat je siapkan assignment semua.
somehow i think being a mother means somewhat-an-an-expert at surviving through conditions :P
being a mother is all about multitasking. heheheheheh.
multitasking and getting it done.
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