Friday, November 22, 2013

Unhappy Thoughts

It is sickening when someone accuses you of being show off.

"Eleh... beli barang-barang masak sebab nak menunjuk depan orang yang dia rajin masak untuk anak la tu."

I choked on my words. 
I was hurt by that statement. Still am. 
I swear that I never thought that being happy and healthy could be misinterpreted by some.

Do you know how I feel as a pregnant mother?
Do you know that my daughter means the world to me?
No. You don't. 

I love having companies. Because I feel human.
Able to have real conversations.
And what do you know about me?
Your thinking-out-loud assumptions made me baffled.
I'd rather keep quite than throwing curses at you.
Because I doubt that you even think before you speak.
Then you said sorry. Unmeant sorries.

p/s: Kalau aku sihat dah lama aku pergi shopping sorang-sorang. Tak payah mintak tolong orang lain angkat barang. Aku bukannya suka sangat pergi shopping. Penat tau tak.

1 comment:

Siti said...

Pedulikan je. takyah ambik pusing sgt pasal negative thoughts ni. manusia negatif akan sentiasa akan cuba mengangkat dirinya dengan merendah2kan manusia lain.

yg penting kita baiki diri supaya manusia begini takde peluang nak kutuk kita.